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Doggies
02:41
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I love it more than I ever have
Thinking about it as I am falling asleep
Hoping that you want to spend your time with me
I know that I've been sinking
Further into this hole that I've dug myself
Into over ten years, I am someone else
Scribble out that part of your brain
Does it even really mean something?
Tiny detail, stupid dream, comes crawling back so desperately
Hanging on by the skin of my teeth
Is this really what I wanted to be?
Complicated paranoia stuck to me inside a dream
It's not what you had meant to me
It's the things that you have turned me into
Holding back a tidal wave
How much longer until it breaks?
It's a scab, it's a clot, being picked away
By a kid who didn't have the chance to say
I hope you understand
How could you understand?
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The Wheel
02:15
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Walking away, a familiar place
Forgetting your name and then your face
The sound of your voice getting left behind
I don't even think about it anymore
I don't think about you much anymore anyway
For years and years I was furious, consumed by anger
I swore that this wouldn't happen to us, "we gotta be different"
Now I'm out on the other side, introspective
And apathetic, brand new perspective
I won't be bothered to stay in place
Please forget me, I'll do the same
Unhealthy obsession, losing control
Grabbing the wheel, I will drive home
Won't think about you, or about us, don't think of me anymore
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Sludge
03:31
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It's been cooler calmer weather now that you've left
And I ever won't fall for something fucked like that again
With how you wanted me to be all your everything, this wasn't meant to last
Then you come crawling right back just as I expected
Pretend it's all ok and don't address what happened
Do you ever think you build me up inside your head then get upset when I'm not what you expected
You think I'm meant to be the solution
Designed to just indulge your senses
Wipe the spit off of my lips
Oh, it's just another kiss
Mid-discussion 2:00 A.M.
No, that won't happen again
You only want me to be your fix
But, I'm bitter medicine
You try to pour me out completely
You think I'm meant to be the solution
That solves each and all of your tensions
But, I'm not made for your love
It's not what I provide, it's just the void I fill
I can't convince you otherwise
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Long Shot
04:21
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Made it through another day
Time pushing through either way
How much longer 'til I'm perfect?
I keep getting in the way
Then I think about it
I have wasted years and years
Unachievable endowment
I am living my own fears
It's a long shot
I should give up
Live contended
Enough is enough
It's an elevating ceiling that's always out of reach
I know I've done my best
Time to sit back and relax
It's a never ending feeling that's always after me
I know I should stay gone
Hiding out in a quiet place
Do you see what I've become?
I'm losing my cool and coming undone
It's a calling card, a consequence
It's a side effect of who I've been
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Sometimes I want to choke slam my phone on the floor
Is it really that hard to get what I want whenever I want, I've become so demanding
And sometimes when I'm wheezing I want to crash my car right into the median, eighty miles an hour so I don't need to breathe again
Overreacting, but it's easy complaining over mediocre shortcomings when I've got it all so good
Nearly collapsing, well I'm hanging on by a thread and I've been thinking about cutting it nearly every day, but I won't
Sometimes I want to choke slam my phone on the floor
And sometimes when I'm wheezing I wish I wasn't even breathing
I wish I wasn't breathing
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